Bless you for taking your child somewhere safe. For letting him live.
Wherever you are, you must be in unimaginable pain right now. I am so sorry. You showed tremendous courage today, though. Know that. Hold your head high. You did nothing wrong today.
I know many will step forward to take care of your son. I hope you have someone in your life who will step forward to take care of you for a little while.
I wish I could hug you gently. My heart aches for you.